Almost ten days after I got in my home country and let’s say it’s being a quite of ups and dows. One day you wake up with a love text and think: Ah… the distance is nothing! We could never be more close than now, and this distance is only making our relationship more strong. Other mornings… Ahh! he only texts me “I love you”. Why he is not saying “I miss you!” Or “I can’t stop thinking about you!” Or “without you, my life doesn’t make any sense.”
Yes, I get a little weird sometimes and thank god he is not here to see it. But of course, with all these emotions going on, on my chest, when we got to call each other all that I can do is confusing my poor guy with all these mixed feelings.
Now let’s talk about all these questions and doubts that doesn’t let me sleep, and I’m not gonna lie, sometimes I do question myself if this is what I really want for me. Giving all my time and dedication to someone who is 9 hours a flight away from me. I must be nuts!
When these questions start hauting my head, that’s when I get all confused and mixed, but I have to tell these thoughts they only come when I’m more fragile and desperately needing him. Who says that stay away from who you love is not gonna hurt you. Nobody! And your first instinct is to run away from pain, so I start to doubt about us. But then i remember all we live together and how good we are together! I remember the person he is and oh boy! At that moment I have no dought.
Everything is fine now I finally get in the conclusion that I really love him and I will go to the end of the world to stay with him, right? No! STILL MISSING talking about when i think that he is the one who doesn’t wanna this relationship… and here we go but on the opposite side. Me making sure he really loves me and he really see something special in us.
About that I have to say he is the best boyfriend I could ask, and I know because the way he is I could never try to do an LDR with anybody else. I know that for now it’s a little complicated and missing him on my daily basics sucks… But in the end, I truly fell deeply in my heart that he is the one and when a girl has that feeling she will fight for her love!
Just like Ariel did. She was not from the human world but she made everything that she could possibly do to be with the one that she loves! It’s not going to be an easy path but who says easy things are the best ones. This is pretty hard but 100 percent worth it!
After he calms me I fell more close to him hoping I don’t get crazy or weird again waiting for these days pass as fast as they can!
Thought next 🚪 